Journal Entry
May 17, 1980
It’s been a while since I last wrote but once again I take up the pen and write. I write of the matters and concerns that occupy my thoughts. I want love. We all want love. Love exists in many ways. So what is love? The love between a man and a woman is the love I speak of here. To touch, to hold, to cherish, to be close to another, to hold each other. This is what I long for.
To have and to hold that person that is your love is one of the most joyful things one can experience. But yet could this be a dream with reality but always falling short? I have loved, for I give love freely, but I still have yet to experience the love that can exist between a man and a woman.
I have know and love many women but they only have loved me as a friend, not as a lover. None could be considered more than overnight lovers or at most good friends.
So I continue to see that woman that will be my perfect love. I may never be a dream to perfect for reality but yet I continue to seek. To settle for less I would never be content.
Updated: 05-10-2023